I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at,
what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.
(Joan Didion)
That quote tells me why i own a lot of blog,
but i often forgot or late to write down things that i want to say.
I remember back in the days when blog is haven't been invented.
I'm writing to myself in a notebook where i could share it with a bunch of close friends or my own personal journal where i hide secret and list of things that i hate and love from people around me.
I remember sneak up to read my sister's journal, i know it's bad but i never told anyone about anything inside her journal and it's good to know how her feelings about her life.
I kept everything to myself.
My old Journal fill with collages and quotes. 
